"A masterpiece of vulnerability—like Wild on open water."

What Happens When the Only Place to Run is the Sea?

In The Pebble and The Storm, heart-pounding adventure meets unflinching self-discovery. When James Howard set sail alone across Biscay, he thought the ocean would be the greatest challenge. But in the endless dark between towering waves, he was forced to face something far more dangerous: the past he’d left behind.

With raw, poetic honesty, this memoir confronts:
  • The ghosts of past relationships that surface in the crushing solitude of the open ocean.
  • The struggle to find an anchor for his identity when adrift from everything he once knew.
  • The dangerous illusion of escape, and the terrifying truth that you are the one person you can never leave behind.
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Alone Against the Atlantic

Journey across the fabled Bay of Biscay where every wave is a challenge and survival is not guaranteed.

The Storm Within

Explore the unflinching story of a man forced to confront the ghosts of his past in the crushing solitude of the sea.

Written in Salt and Soul

Feel every wave and every moment of doubt in prose that is as powerful and unpredictable as the sea itself.

Dive Into the Story

Get a taste of the raw, poetic prose and heart-pounding adventure that awaits. Ready to cast off?

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Early Reader Reviews

Immerse yourself in award-caliber writing that captures the brutal beauty of the ocean and the fragility of the human heart.

Testimonial author

Barrow Hasi

National Geographic Adventure

More than a sailing memoir, it’s a psychological thriller set on the high seas. You’ll hold your breath until the very last page

Testimonial author

Nilam Arthur

Early Reader Reviews

I couldn’t put it down! More than a sailing adventure—this is a profound meditation on resilience and redemption.

Testimonial author

Barrow Hasi

Kirkus Reviews

Unflinching and beautifully written. It does for the sea what Cheryl Strayed did for the trail. A stunning debut.

Testimonial author

Nilam Arthur

The New York Times Book Review

Howard’s prose is as raw and unpredictable as the ocean he sails. A profound and unforgettable journey into the heart of the sea and the self.

James Howard

James Howard

- Author of The Pebble and the Storm

James Howard traded a life of predictability on land for the raw, untamed freedom of the sea. After leaving behind a conventional career and a one-bed attic flat, he now lives and writes aboard Alcyone, his 27-foot sailboat.

His journeys have taken him across the treacherous Bay of Biscay and along the wild coasts of Europe, but his writing explores the even more challenging landscapes of the human heart.

The Pebble and the Storm is his debut memoir, a testament to the idea that the greatest adventures are the ones that force us to confront ourselves. When he’s not navigating by the stars, he can be found practicing calisthenics on a forgotten beach or searching for the perfect anchorage to write his next chapter.

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